Thursday, July 31, 2025

4th and a half week of July

Monday  I skated at my old rink. They had only 45 minutes but it was more than enough. As I haven't skated from last Thursday I felt cautious. Usually on days like that I ease into skating with edge and alignment exercises but now I pushed through. The next available ice I could find at reasonable distance is my dance lesson. I needed to practice for that. I alternated with MITF/ skating skills exercises and I worked a lot on the B XStrokes. I feel there is something I don't get... There was one run that was better, I felt the push (that I got corrections on the last lesson) was more successful. I think the Tenfox improves slightly each time. I've realized that I'm not sure if I'm successful in implementing the corrections (like longer/ straighter BProgressive, more curved and staying into the circle) BSwRoll and so next run I do something else. I'm not creating habits like this. I'll have to bring this up to the coach. I need more feedback.

Thursday I had the dance lesson. I initially planned to cancel it because I hadn't skated much but the coach offered to partner the TenFox. It sounded like she thought that for partnering I don't need to practice myself, it is a skill that we will practice and improve working at it together.  I started bravely but I stopped at the corner 3 turn. Then I turned it but I pulled away, then I turned it (late) but I pulled away at the stepped forward. Next pattern I pulled away at the end progressives, next on the Mohawk. But... we ended up completing 2 or 3 patterns. I was exhausted, the coach was excited for my progress, and yes, I realized there was progress. I stayed to practice a bit more and I took an unexpected fall, right on the side of my hip that was hurt before. Luckily I didn't hurt it again, I just ended with a big bruise ans spot pain.

 I skated again Monday, but I was late and I got ice for only half hour. I ran through everything, a bit cautiously. I felt I was in the phase where I had more enthusiasm than my body awareness of balance was at that point.

I couldn't find ice until the Thursday lesson, so I canceled the lesson, it felt like I was pushing my luck. I see the progress but I need to put more skating time. I see more ice available next week.

 


Sunday, July 20, 2025

3rd week of July

I'm starting to write with a heavy heart... there is not much ice available this week, and even less the following week. I will also be busy with work. So, I'm emphasizing... the goal is to keep skating, do NOT take a break!

 After skating last Sunday, my muscles felt tired so I took a break on Monday and skated on Tuesday. I did a bit of everything, alternating slow and fast skills. The Tenfox 3-turn worked better at the be beginning of the session, then I guess as my muscles got more tired I was slower. I worked also on double 3s, twizzles, spin, a lot on B Xtrokes (I need those on Foxtrot) and Foxtrot and European Waltz. I skate longer sessions than before and push harder and work on extensions. My muscles feel tired and it is taking longer to recover. I hope that my muscles will strengthen... For now I don't really have a choice on it, because there is not much ice, but I want to observe this.

Wednesday there is was no ice. Thursday - dance lesson. I felt I skated to little to show much in the lesson, but also there was no ice anywhere else so I was happy to go there. The coach asked if I wanted to try the Tenfox on music, and of course I did. I started of time but I got better. Even the 3-turn was on time... once (or twice). Anyway, she suggested that next week we should start partnering. I take that as a vote of confidence, a recognition of some improvement. My confidence decreased when I saw myself in a video I took while practicing, but trustfully I know there is improvement. The coach suggested I work on the BPr and BSwR on music to get quicker and confident there... and build from that. I think it is a good suggestion. I also asked her opinion one the end pattern FPr, I felt a bit behind the music and I felt I was "jumping" the steps if I made them faster, she said they looked good.

We also worked on B XStrokes, I suspected something is wrong with my posture and yes, she said I'm leaning forward while I push, and try to have a stronger push. As she demonstrated, it looked like she pushes from the ball of the foot and maintains the tension and that gets transferred into toe pointed extension, while I felt I was pushing from the middle of the blade.

I had work the rest of the week, including the weekend. It would have been some ice available Sunday 5.20 pm but I just couldn't find the energy to go. And like that, this week I skated just twice, one time being the lesson. I am grateful I have these lessons to keep me going...

Sunday, July 13, 2025

2nd week of July

As I already complained numerous times, the ice time in the summer is very limited.

At the close by rink there was ice Monday and Tuesday only early morning (6.30am), Wednesday at 6pm and Friday at 3pm. I have planned a dance lesson on Thursday at a further rink at 3 pm but I extra pressure to practice, otherwise I throw away money and more than that I get frustrated because I don't progress. I also don't want to get into the habit of canceling the lessons (I did it last week) because that may snowball into taking a longer break.

Monday, luckily I found ice at my old rink, only it was only 45 minutes. Better than nothing. I did a bit of everything, and I filmed myself. Firstly... the good news, I cannot see in the video that I scrape the 3-turns in the Tenfox, I can feel I scrape them but for testing by sending a video to be judged, I don't think it shows. I can see, though, that I am late. That is bad, and also bad is that I find my posture and extensions quite underwhelming. I also look not necessarily slow but slow in pushing, taking too much time. I need to ask for some feedback from my dance coach to be sure we have some strategy because I'm losing motivation and interest in these lessons. From what I saw in the videos I would ignore the skidding and concentrate in the timing of the 3 turn and start partnering...to keep me going. The rest of the session exercises went fine, I want to remember to not allow the Tenfox to take over my skating! I feel I have incorporated the instruction from the freestyle coach, I would like to see her again soon, only I don't know when...

Tuesday the ice available was too early and Wednesday too late, I have planned to go skating, but the work got the best of me, I was too tired.

Thursday, dance lesson at 3pm. I shared with the coach my thoughts about working to put the 3-turn on time and not worry about scraping it, and she agreed. She also agreed that I should improve the lines and posture. I asked her to be tougher with me. I also shared that I'm loosing motivation and I need more feedback and positive reinforcement. I think she felt better about positive reinforcement than the thought of being tougher :) The Tenfox felt better, the 3-turns were just a bit late, but I always had some kind of hesitation. We worked on arched back on the B SwRoll and not looking down (this made a lot of difference). We dropped it and we did a bit of Foxtrot as I still don't feel I place it correctly on ice. She emphasized to curve more and place the 4 beat edge centered over the red line, the 3-turn before the red dot, the B Progressive more curved, B CRoll stronger lean after the cross (like a ball running from the right shoulder to the left). Then we worked on the B Xstrokes. I think, overall, I got more out of the lesson compared with the previous one. Looking back, I think that my loss of motivation didn't "look" good on ice, and the coach, not knowing me, didn't know how to help me out of it, or even if I would want that. I stayed and skated some more after the lesson and I definitely gave my muscles a work out with higher extensions! 

There was ice available on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I choose to take a break on Friday, I felt a bit tired after the lesson. Then, I didn't go on Saturday either, I got too caught up with house work. I went on Sunday, and surprisingly my muscles were sluggish. I must have worked them too hard on Thursday. I warmed up with the freestyle coach exercises, I continued with double 3-turns since I haven't done them in a while. Then I went to the Tenfox, first the Mo and 3-turns (and they were fine!) and then i did few rounds of the dance. The 3-turns were still slightly late and scraped, but less than before! I moved to the Foxtrot where my plan is to improve the entrance into the Mo, so I can get into it quicker and get some flow after it. I've realized during the last dance lesson that the problem is the BXrolls so I worked on those more. I did some twizzles, just one spin and called it a day because I started to have hesitations. 

Monday, July 7, 2025

Lesson with New Freestyle Coach

 My first love is ice dancing, but I cannot find a coach close by, I have a dance coach at 30-40 minute distance and my old coach at 1 to 1.5 hours distance.  It is pretty time consuming to go and see either of them.Anyway, dance instruction is pretty specific so a half hour lesson per week is needed. It would help to have more instruction towards other skills, in the past I used to ask my old coach to coach moves in the fields, jumps and spins, only for choreography I went to a different person. I was very happy to find a coach at the close by rink (this is 10 minutes away from my house), she is a freestyle coach, so she can help on all things not dance, so then, I keep my dance lesson as pure dancing.

So! The lesson! For the first freestyle lesson we decided with the new coach to show her what I usually do for warm up and exercises (excluding the dance) so she could build on them. As the lesson progressed we decided to keep a list with what I would like to revise on the following lesson, I'll put a star on those exercises*

- slalom forward and backward, play with the rhythm ( 2 slow, 4 quick)

- FI edges play with free leg and arms, free leg at ankle, front, and B crossed*1 love this, and arms over head palms up, connected, or low at the back

- BO edges, and many exercises going forward she said to keep the head calm, looking forward, she feels my extreme head turning is messing my alignment and stability. She went into a variation with the free leg going back, that is actually a swing roll, same note with the head.

- BI edges, she didn't "hear" the power, she showed me how to push just as I finished the previous edge, before shifting the weigh to the next foot. I couldn't really do it, but I understood, I'll work on it.*2

-  FI Twizzels:arms straight over the line, bring the back arm but stop at the middle (I crossed over), in a ballet position or straight forward grabbing fingers. Stay straight (I was forward). Keep free foot close.*3

- I asked for the power 3-turns  for the preliminary test, the 3s were fine, but I released the free foot to quickly, she wanted to hold it close and then to power push (the same weight shift like for the BI edge), she also wanted me to hold the under cross from the B xovers, longer, more stretched*4

- I tried the dropped 3-turn for Tenfox, she doesn't do dance but, she said that I rise too soon and  I don't have enough pressure into the ice. I think this is valid, I cannot wait to try working on them

- B xstrokes, she said to hold the B edge longer to settle into the position (I'm trying now to twist the upper body over the edge, not square) and we worked on that position, back shoulder more back, head forward, free leg over the circle*5

- I shared with hear that I don't always engage my core, and she suggested to stroke holding an elastic band slightly stretched, I loved that!

- I also asked for quick off ice exercise that would help the core engagement, and she suggested the plank (front and sides), because it engage core, shoulders, back, arms and even legs, and since I don't last long, it is really quick :)

- During the class, as I asked clarifications, she asked permission to film me so she can show exactly what to change. I love it so much, and I remember I used to film myself and it was helpful, I plan to do this again.

Sunday, July 6, 2025

1st week of July

Guess what... I haven't skated Monday and Tuesday... as I was saying in the previous post, I lost my motivation as I don't feel I have a plan, I ended up exactly where I didn't want to be...working almost exclusively at the Tenfox 3-turn, getting bored if not frustrated... There is not gonna be ice Friday and Saturday, so this week looks like I'm gonna skate Wednesday, Thursday (public session) and maybe Sunday... I canceled my dance lesson for Thursday, I felt with so little skating I have noting to show.  Plus, at the time I have this new lessons at south rink, there is traffic... 45 minutes instead of regular 20... I remind you that I'm taking lessons with this new dance coach because I cannot drive an hour and a half (because of construction on expressway)  instead of 30-40 minutes regular traffic to see my old coach...

But, good news, I found a coach (freestyle not dance) at the rink that is close by me! A while ago when I was looking for coaches, I was talking with somebody from this rink, I've found out that a coach I knew from the previous rink, occasionally teaches here. I really like her lines and style, she could be the coach I was looking for to help skate for my own enjoyment... I called her and I felt she understood where I'm at (working hard for progress and losing motivation when that progress doesn't happen, and getting stuck with the same old exercises). I immediately planned for a lesson, for the next day! I specifically asked for her to give me new exercises and moves and to correct my posture, core and extension, to make me feel "pretty"

Wednesday I had a freestyle lesson, well more like skating skills... I haven't put any expectation into it, as I haven't skated since Saturday, and the new coach didn't know my skating level at all. We decided to show her what I usually do, excluding the dance stuff, and she would correct and build on it. Well, I was very happy! I will write a separate post about this, but I've got new exercise or variations involving, edges, B xstrokes, 3 turns, weight shift from BI push, Twizzles. I couldn't wait to go back skating.

Thursday there was a public session, it was reasonably crowded at first, I could skate the exercises (incorporating the lesson suggestions) using the whole length of the rink. I then went into Tenfox, 3-turn still scraped :( Then it got crowded, so I worked on smaller ice spots, on Twizzles, spins, 3-turns, brackets, 3-turns again. Then the ice got cleared but it was choppy. Knowing I won't skate until Sunday, but more probably Monday, so I'll have time to recover, I decided to go for muscle tiring exercises, those that require deep knee bend, like xovers, chasees, progressives. And then I did cool off exercises on 2 feet and deep knee bend to have stability, so I could add arms and breathing. It was a good day! The new exercises from the new freestyle coach invigorated my stale approach on them... exactly what I thought I needed for motivation and enjoyment.

I checked the ice schedule for the next week and I see Monday 6.30am (definitely not for me), Tuesday 7am (maybe?) and Wednesday 6pm (I don't know, I will probably be tired). I should have the dance lesson Thursday at 3pm, so I need some skating to prepare.

I don't usually skate on weekends, but, with the awareness of the lack of ice for next week, I decided to go skating on Sunday, . It was crowded but it was a freestyle session so at least it had some rules. The intention was mostly towards the TenFox that went just like before, so scraped and late 3-turn. But I had the new exercises from the new freestyle coach that I was able to figure out and develop. So I was happy about that!

Tuesday, July 1, 2025

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

The first two weeks of last month were unfocused. The fist reason was that my work schedule was full, the moon was also full and I am usually restless during that, so I was tired and unfocused to begin with. Then, I added to it... as I had a meeting Northside (where is hard to get because of construction traffic) so I decided to take a have a lesson with my old coach (that coaches only Northside). I also decided to finally mount the blades on my boots with permanent screws and sharpen the blades, that is Northside too. Those were two days lost driving. The ice schedule also changed, I cannot find ice every day, and on some days the available time doesn't work for me. And so, all these took my focus away from my Tenfox more than I would have wanted. I sooo want to test it... But in those circumstances I couldn't concentrate on it, so really, I'm not ready yet.

The 3rd week of the months I talked myself into approaching skating with a positive attitude and I did better. 

The 4th week, I was busy with work again and I lost my positive approach, again... I felt pretty disappointed, and... doubtful about my skating ability. 

Then I thought back and I can see I have a solid foundation of skating skills, what I feel is missing is an holistic approach.  I had to think of  positive things that happened  and practice gratefulness.

- While Northside I finalized my boot mounting (and had a sharpening), that is a huge accomplishment after 2 years of skating with temporary mounted screws. 

- I reminded myself that my goal for last month was to balance my skating effort and enjoyment. So having options besides working on the Tenfox is part of that goal

- Maybe most importantly, I didn't stop skating. In the past, during busy times and feeling distracted, I would have taken a break (and then I would have had to go through the terror of building muscles again). Now, because I had committed to the dance lesson, I kept skating, even if not focused enough.

- I know I can do it, well the dropped 3 turns for TenFox, I had them in control in the past, they will come back!  

The plan for this month?  

-Firstly, don't give up, don't interrupt skating... especially because I have difficult work schedule ahead.

- Then, continue the plan from the last month in looking for a balanced approach to skating that includes working towards testing the TenFox, maybe working towards testing the Juvenile Skating Skills or adult gold, but also enjoying. The only thing I feel I concluded last month, is to not get stuck on the TenFox 3-turn and the TenFox, it was becoming a chore... 

- TenFox, at this point the only setback is that I scrape and I'm not quick enough on the 3 turn (it is improved!).  I feet it is good enough to start working at partnering. I did mention that to my coach that I would like to start partnering 2 lessons ago, I will have to ask again what is the hold up...

- I also feel I should start exercises for specific muscles, I work the ankles when I feel weakness, but I should work the core, back, arms and even legs to supplement the skating...

 

4th and a half week of July

Monday   I skated at my old rink. They had only 45 minutes but it was more than enough. As I haven't skated from last Thursday I felt ca...