Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

Just as I expected, there was not much ice available around holidays. I ended up skating during public sessions. 

But the goal for December was to think want I want to do in the future, since last year, concentrating only on ice dance didn't give me the progress I hoped for, and also became boring. 

I realized that in average I skated probably twice a week, plus I had 2 weeks break with a slight ankle pain. So the first change I want in the future is to skate more. Then, besides getting bored and unmotivated by "grinding" at the dance, I'm thinking that different skating skills moves, would help my skating in general and support the dance. I feel have to try something else... this goes back to my very old problem on how to balance working for progress (and the frustration) with skating for my own enjoyment

I was very excited to hear that the rink that is 5-10 minutes driving distance to me (that is the training rink of the city's hockey team), added 2 more surfaces and one will serve (exclusively) figure skating. I always loved that rink, but lately it didn't have much ice for figure skating. I had a lesson at that rink with a Freestyle coach and I thought I could alternate the weekly lessons between her and the dance coach. The ice dance lesson is with a new coach that is closer than my old coach but it is still a 30-40 minutes drive, so having a coach at the close by rink would be very helpful. But this rink schedule is still not finalized and more than that, it seams they will not be allowing lessons with coaches that are not on their staff.

As the ice schedule went to the regular spot at my "home" rink (my old rink that is 15-to 20 minutes away) and I started to "train" I got very disappointed on how rusty I was... especially the Ten Fox. Plus, it looked like the plan I had to increase my skating time by skating and having lessons closer to my home was not gonna happen. I texted the Freestyle coach to ask if she wouldn't teach at my old rink, but she shared that she rents ice and teaches her private students twice a week at the old training rink of the city's hockey team that is also 5-10 minutes away from me. I was unexcited because the rink had the fame of being a hockey rink (like ruggedly). But the closeness won and I decided to give it a try.

So, the plan is to skate (hopefully) 3 time a week either at my old rink or hopefully soon at the new hockey rink (this would save some driving time) and have weekly lessons alternating between moves/ freestyle (this will save an hour of driving per week) and dance.

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

The first 2 weeks of the last month went pretty well, skating 3 to 4  times per week (including the lesson) and slowly having my muscle adjusting to more effort.

Only... my muscle were tired and slow, and I pushed too hard during my lessons 2 weeks ago, I put my left foot down awkwardly, then felt some pain the following week only when skating backward and pushing and pointing. I decided to take it easy, I skated only on Mondays (very easy) and canceled my lessons. I decided I will do this until I have absolutely no pain.

I'm almost pain free now, I expect to go back to skating 3 to 4 times a week staring next week. I will say, I am grateful that I didn't hurt myself and I'm proud of myself that I took the time to heal.

But I expect that this month is gonna be, again, an (re) adjustment period. 

 

Mid month review

 Well... The last 2 weeks I skated 2 or 3 times per week plus my lesson, that is an improvement from skating just once and the lesson during the summer.

 The only thing that I can report is that my muscles get quite tired, but still not as  tired as when I used to stop skating for weeks to months. It is what it is... I know it will get better.  I have not much to report about the skating, I think I mostly maintain what I have, but I think I understand better some technique points, and I will be able to control my body better and be quicker, as my muscles get stronger

I've also found a once per week yoga class very close to my home. It is a pretty athletic class so that adds to the muscle hurting but also, hopefully to the muscle conditioning.

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

 As I was saying in the August monthly goals, the September is a transitional month. There is not much ice available in the summer. There is more ice available now, so I need to figure out where and when I will skate.

Firstly, for my partnered ice dance lesson I will have the option of Thursday morning (that I passed since I would have had to wake up and go skating, so no time for work that morning), or Tuesday or Thursday at 3pm. I've chosen Thursday so I would have more time to practice at the beginning of the week.

Unfortunately there is no consistent ice time at the close by rink, they don't have ice every day and when they do, it is at different times in the day and it is either have public skate and freeskate ice. I cannot schedule my week around their schedule. I hope it will improve in the future.

There is the Monday, Wednesday and Friday, adult figure skater's only noon ice at my old rink, and the expressway construction is wrapping up and traffic is now manageable, so it looks that I'll do that.

Let's see how this goes!

 

  

3rd and 4th week of August

As I stated into the monthly goals post, I feel I have to focus my efforts more on some specific skating skills, I felt that I was working on too many things maybe. This summer I felt that I was improving some skills and I like that feel.

Let me mention the things I felt may have improved and things that I want to work on

-  FI Twizzles now rotate on both sides 2 revolutions! I was skeptical I will ever get there on the clockwise side... but I kept at it. I'm still a bit wobbly, so I will keep working on these and try put them on the pattern for the former Intermediate MITF, those need 2 1/2 revolution so exiting backward.

- The Tenfox got the edges deeper, the 3-turn in control and half the time quick enough. I still think it needs to be a bit faster overall, to go on the music, and I will need to work on partnering.

- 2 exercises that my dance coach gave me to improve the Foxtrot, the B CR to step Forward and the Mohawk depth of edges 

- I'm working a lot on the B Cross Strokes and I don't feel I "get" them. Those are in the Juvenile MITF. To complicate things, I've realized that the Foxtrot has B Cross Rolls, meaning the foot that goes back has to touch the ice before crossing. I want both of these :)

- I continue spinning, just the F spin and just 2 to 5 per session. I don't feel much progress. I don't feel i can spin much on the left foot, since that is the boot that is slightly too small and spinning seems that it tenses my calf muscle.

- the MITF Juvenile double 3-turns, 8step Mohawk, B power 3-turns, crossovers

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

 I was so busy, I haven't had the time to post. But... I haven't stopped skating! This was my main goal from last month... well I guess from few years really.

Last month and these 2 weeks from this month (that felt like the last month as skating schedule and performance) were pretty challenging. Firstly, there was not much ice available and looking back, maybe that was for the best, because, as stated, I was very busy. Secondly, I always thought that skating just twice a week is almost not worth it, because I could only barely maintained my skills and muscles. And so, in the past, when I got very busy, I often took a break from skating, only to found it extremely difficult to start start skating and building muscles again. 

I'm happy now to be proven wrong. I kept skating, I maintained my muscles and skating form (maybe even improve a bit) and I'm ready to continue my skating journey with more ice available.

Goals for this month? I feel this month is a transition month, so I hope to settle into a busier skating schedule, 3 to 4 times per week. 

I also hope to make it more clear to myself on what I work on, I fell I was lately all over the place, working on everything but not really focusing on anything. Going forward, of course there is the Tenfox that I want to test as soon as possible and for that I have weekly dance lessons. I'm also working at the Foxtrot and the European waltz at this point I try to set the pattern correctly and at Foxtrot I have to get the Mo into full speed. But I would like to work on other skills and artistry too and I feel I have to decide on what. I hope to work again with the freestyle coach I found at the close by rink.

4th and a half weeks of July

Monday  I skated at my old rink. They had only 45 minutes but it was more than enough. As I haven't skated from last Thursday I felt cautious. Usually on days like that I ease into skating with edges and alignment exercises, but now I pushed through. The next available ice I could find at reasonable distance is my dance lesson. I needed to practice for that. I alternated with MITF/ skating skills exercises and I worked a lot on the B XStrokes. I feel there is something I don't get... There was one run that was better, I felt the push (that I got corrections on the last lesson) was more successful. I think the Tenfox improves slightly each time. I've realized that I'm not sure if I'm successful in implementing the corrections (like longer/ straighter BProgressive, more curved and staying into the circle) BSwRoll, and so, on the next run I do something else. I'm not creating habits like this. I'll have to bring this up to the coach. I need more feedback.

Thursday I had the dance lesson. I initially planned to cancel it because I hadn't skated much but the coach offered to partner the TenFox. It sounded like she thought that for partnering I don't need to practice myself, it is a skill that we will practice and improve working at it together.  I started bravely but I stopped at the corner 3 turn. Then I turned it but I pulled away, then I turned it (late) but I pulled away at the stepped forward. Next pattern I pulled away at the end progressives, next on the Mohawk. But... we ended up completing 2 or 3 patterns. I was exhausted, the coach was excited for my progress, and yes, I realized there was progress. I stayed to practice a bit more and I took an unexpected fall, right on the side of my hip that was hurt before. Luckily I didn't hurt it again, I just ended with a big bruise ans spot pain.

 I skated again Monday, but I was late and I got ice for only half hour. I ran through everything, a bit cautiously. I felt I was in the phase where I had more enthusiasm than my body awareness of balance was at that point.

I couldn't find ice until the Thursday lesson, so I canceled the lesson, it felt like I was pushing my luck. I see the progress but I need to put more skating time. I see more ice available next week.

 

3rd week of July

I'm starting to write with a heavy heart... there is not much ice available this week, and even less the following week. I will also be busy with work. So, I'm emphasizing... the goal is to keep skating, do NOT take a break!

 After skating last Sunday, my muscles felt tired so I took a break on Monday and skated on Tuesday. I did a bit of everything, alternating slow and fast skills. The Tenfox 3-turn worked better at the be beginning of the session, then I guess as my muscles got more tired I was slower. I worked also on double 3s, twizzles, spin, a lot on B Xtrokes (I need those on Foxtrot) and Foxtrot and European Waltz. I skate longer sessions than before and push harder and work on extensions. My muscles feel tired and it is taking longer to recover. I hope that my muscles will strengthen... For now I don't really have a choice on it, because there is not much ice, but I want to observe this.

Wednesday there is was no ice. Thursday - dance lesson. I felt I skated to little to show much in the lesson, but also there was no ice anywhere else so I was happy to go there. The coach asked if I wanted to try the Tenfox on music, and of course I did. I started of time but I got better. Even the 3-turn was on time... once (or twice). Anyway, she suggested that next week we should start partnering. I take that as a vote of confidence, a recognition of some improvement. My confidence decreased when I saw myself in a video I took while practicing, but trustfully I know there is improvement. The coach suggested I work on the BPr and BSwR on music to get quicker and confident there... and build from that. I think it is a good suggestion. I also asked her opinion one the end pattern FPr, I felt a bit behind the music and I felt I was "jumping" the steps if I made them faster, she said they looked good.

We also worked on B XStrokes, I suspected something is wrong with my posture and yes, she said I'm leaning forward while I push, and try to have a stronger push. As she demonstrated, it looked like she pushes from the ball of the foot and maintains the tension and that gets transferred into toe pointed extension, while I felt I was pushing from the middle of the blade.

I had work the rest of the week, including the weekend. It would have been some ice available Sunday 5.20 pm but I just couldn't find the energy to go. And like that, this week I skated just twice, one time being the lesson. I am grateful I have these lessons to keep me going...

2nd week of July

As I already complained numerous times, the ice time in the summer is very limited.

At the close by rink there was ice Monday and Tuesday only early morning (6.30am), Wednesday at 6pm and Friday at 3pm. I have planned a dance lesson on Thursday at a further rink at 3 pm but I extra pressure to practice, otherwise I throw away money and more than that I get frustrated because I don't progress. I also don't want to get into the habit of canceling the lessons (I did it last week) because that may snowball into taking a longer break.

Monday, luckily I found ice at my old rink, only it was only 45 minutes. Better than nothing. I did a bit of everything, and I filmed myself. Firstly... the good news, I cannot see in the video that I scrape the 3-turns in the Tenfox, I can feel I scrape them but for testing by sending a video to be judged, I don't think it shows. I can see, though, that I am late. That is bad, and also bad is that I find my posture and extensions quite underwhelming. I also look not necessarily slow but slow in pushing, taking too much time. I need to ask for some feedback from my dance coach to be sure we have some strategy because I'm losing motivation and interest in these lessons. From what I saw in the videos I would ignore the skidding and concentrate in the timing of the 3 turn and start partnering...to keep me going. The rest of the session exercises went fine, I want to remember to not allow the Tenfox to take over my skating! I feel I have incorporated the instruction from the freestyle coach, I would like to see her again soon, only I don't know when...

Tuesday the ice available was too early and Wednesday too late, I have planned to go skating, but the work got the best of me, I was too tired.

Thursday, dance lesson at 3pm. I shared with the coach my thoughts about working to put the 3-turn on time and not worry about scraping it, and she agreed. She also agreed that I should improve the lines and posture. I asked her to be tougher with me. I also shared that I'm loosing motivation and I need more feedback and positive reinforcement. I think she felt better about positive reinforcement than the thought of being tougher :) The Tenfox felt better, the 3-turns were just a bit late, but I always had some kind of hesitation. We worked on arched back on the B SwRoll and not looking down (this made a lot of difference). We dropped it and we did a bit of Foxtrot as I still don't feel I place it correctly on ice. She emphasized to curve more and place the 4 beat edge centered over the red line, the 3-turn before the red dot, the B Progressive more curved, B CRoll stronger lean after the cross (like a ball running from the right shoulder to the left). Then we worked on the B Xstrokes. I think, overall, I got more out of the lesson compared with the previous one. Looking back, I think that my loss of motivation didn't "look" good on ice, and the coach, not knowing me, didn't know how to help me out of it, or even if I would want that. I stayed and skated some more after the lesson and I definitely gave my muscles a work out with higher extensions! 

There was ice available on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I choose to take a break on Friday, I felt a bit tired after the lesson. Then, I didn't go on Saturday either, I got too caught up with house work. I went on Sunday, and surprisingly my muscles were sluggish. I must have worked them too hard on Thursday. I warmed up with the freestyle coach exercises, I continued with double 3-turns since I haven't done them in a while. Then I went to the Tenfox, first the Mo and 3-turns (and they were fine!) and then i did few rounds of the dance. The 3-turns were still slightly late and scraped, but less than before! I moved to the Foxtrot where my plan is to improve the entrance into the Mo, so I can get into it quicker and get some flow after it. I've realized during the last dance lesson that the problem is the BXrolls so I worked on those more. I did some twizzles, just one spin and called it a day because I started to have hesitations. 

1st week of July

Guess what... I haven't skated Monday and Tuesday... as I was saying in the previous post, I lost my motivation as I don't feel I have a plan, I ended up exactly where I didn't want to be...working almost exclusively at the Tenfox 3-turn, getting bored if not frustrated... There is not gonna be ice Friday and Saturday, so this week looks like I'm gonna skate Wednesday, Thursday (public session) and maybe Sunday... I canceled my dance lesson for Thursday, I felt with so little skating I have noting to show.  Plus, at the time I have this new lessons at south rink, there is traffic... 45 minutes instead of regular 20... I remind you that I'm taking lessons with this new dance coach because I cannot drive an hour and a half (because of construction on expressway)  instead of 30-40 minutes regular traffic to see my old coach...

But, good news, I found a coach (freestyle not dance) at the rink that is close by me! A while ago when I was looking for coaches, I was talking with somebody from this rink, I've found out that a coach I knew from the previous rink, occasionally teaches here. I really like her lines and style, she could be the coach I was looking for to help skate for my own enjoyment... I called her and I felt she understood where I'm at (working hard for progress and losing motivation when that progress doesn't happen, and getting stuck with the same old exercises). I immediately planned for a lesson, for the next day! I specifically asked for her to give me new exercises and moves and to correct my posture, core and extension, to make me feel "pretty"

Wednesday I had a freestyle lesson, well more like skating skills... I haven't put any expectation into it, as I haven't skated since Saturday, and the new coach didn't know my skating level at all. We decided to show her what I usually do, excluding the dance stuff, and she would correct and build on it. Well, I was very happy! I will write a separate post about this, but I've got new exercise or variations involving, edges, B xstrokes, 3 turns, weight shift from BI push, Twizzles. I couldn't wait to go back skating.

Thursday there was a public session, it was reasonably crowded at first, I could skate the exercises (incorporating the lesson suggestions) using the whole length of the rink. I then went into Tenfox, 3-turn still scraped :( Then it got crowded, so I worked on smaller ice spots, on Twizzles, spins, 3-turns, brackets, 3-turns again. Then the ice got cleared but it was choppy. Knowing I won't skate until Sunday, but more probably Monday, so I'll have time to recover, I decided to go for muscle tiring exercises, those that require deep knee bend, like xovers, chasees, progressives. And then I did cool off exercises on 2 feet and deep knee bend to have stability, so I could add arms and breathing. It was a good day! The new exercises from the new freestyle coach invigorated my stale approach on them... exactly what I thought I needed for motivation and enjoyment.

I checked the ice schedule for the next week and I see Monday 6.30am (definitely not for me), Tuesday 7am (maybe?) and Wednesday 6pm (I don't know, I will probably be tired). I should have the dance lesson Thursday at 3pm, so I need some skating to prepare.

I don't usually skate on weekends, but, with the awareness of the lack of ice for next week, I decided to go skating on Sunday, . It was crowded but it was a freestyle session so at least it had some rules. The intention was mostly towards the TenFox that went just like before, so scraped and late 3-turn. But I had the new exercises from the new freestyle coach that I was able to figure out and develop. So I was happy about that!

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

The first two weeks of last month were unfocused. The fist reason was that my work schedule was full, the moon was also full and I am usually restless during that, so I was tired and unfocused to begin with. Then, I added to it... as I had a meeting Northside (where is hard to get because of construction traffic) so I decided to take a have a lesson with my old coach (that coaches only Northside). I also decided to finally mount the blades on my boots with permanent screws and sharpen the blades, that is Northside too. Those were two days lost driving. The ice schedule also changed, I cannot find ice every day, and on some days the available time doesn't work for me. And so, all these took my focus away from my Tenfox more than I would have wanted. I sooo want to test it... But in those circumstances I couldn't concentrate on it, so really, I'm not ready yet.

The 3rd week of the months I talked myself into approaching skating with a positive attitude and I did better. 

The 4th week, I was busy with work again and I lost my positive approach, again... I felt pretty disappointed, and... doubtful about my skating ability. 

Then I thought back and I can see I have a solid foundation of skating skills, what I feel is missing is an holistic approach.  I had to think of  positive things that happened  and practice gratefulness.

- While  being in the Northside of the city,  I finalized my boot mounting (and had a sharpening), that is a huge accomplishment after 2 years of skating with temporary mounted screws. 

- I reminded myself that my goal for last month was to balance my skating effort and enjoyment. So having options besides working on the Tenfox is part of that goal

- Maybe most importantly, I didn't stop skating. In the past, during busy times and feeling distracted, I would have taken a break (and then I would have had to go through the terror of building muscles again). Now, because I had committed to the dance lesson, I kept skating, even if not focused enough.

- I know I can do it, well the dropped 3 turns for TenFox, I had them in control in the past, they will come back!  

The plan for this month?  

-Firstly, don't give up, don't interrupt skating... especially because I have difficult work schedule ahead.

- Then, continue the plan from the last month in looking for a balanced approach to skating that includes working towards testing the TenFox, maybe working towards testing the Juvenile Skating Skills or adult gold, but also enjoying. The only thing I feel I concluded last month, is to not get stuck on the TenFox 3-turn and the TenFox, it was becoming a chore... 

- TenFox, at this point the only setback is that I scrape and I'm not quick enough on the 3 turn (it is improved!).  I feet it is good enough to start working at partnering. I did mention that to my coach that I would like to start partnering 2 lessons ago, I will have to ask again what is the hold up...

- I also feel I should start exercises for specific muscles, I work the ankles when I feel weakness, but I should work the core, back, arms and even legs to supplement the skating...

 

4th week of June

Monday I skated on a busy public session (because that is all it was offered at this rink). I couldn't work on stuff, and I also couldn't find enjoyment. 

Tuesday, finally I got on Freestyle ice.Unfortunately mu phone had low battery so I couldn't put my Tenfox music. I still worked on Tenfox, that looked good to me, except the 3turn that is just a bit better. I don't know if there is something else I should do about it? I skated hard as I decided to not skate Wednesday. I did some double 3turns, twizzles, forward spins (that I want to ask for instruction revive, now that I have the blade mounted with permanent screws), the Foxtrot (that I instruction on last week), and the European Waltz (I wanted to see if the 3 turns work differently there, and I think they do). I'm pretty confused on how to approach skating in a balanced manner, so I can enjoy while still working for progress... But, at the end of the session I wasn't unhappy about it, so there is that... I think I am more content when I work on more things, maybe because some of them work well enough?

Thursday lesson was fine, it just felt scattered? I'm still scraping the 3-turn for TenFox, and I'm not sure how to ask the coach about what is the plan, because I thought I did...  I mean, should I do 20 patterns of TenFox per lesson just because the 3 turn could be improved? From my side I would start partnering and try and test. Because the previous day I controlled the 3-turns in the European Waltz, I asked her to start working on it together. I also asked for help on the Forward Spin.

Friday I couldn't skate because of work, but I was able to skate Saturday. I got caught up again in trying to make the TenFox 3-turn work and I haven't work on much else... 

 

3nd week of June

I approached this week with the goal to loosen up, get out of my head (especially for the TenFox 3-turn situation). I usually dread to put pattern dances on music, because that makes any technique problem more visible, as i cannot put it on time. But I know eventually I have to... So I prepared in the weekend the music (I moved it to my new phone). I clinched on the goal to make it fun, not stress, enjoy the music.

Monday, firstly, not all music played, so later in the day I worked on my phone and playing apps some more. But skating on whatever music played, definitely made me tense. But then I slowly relaxed. And, I remember from the past, the steps work better on music, and the quicker knee bend/ rise is not tiring my muscles so badly as when holding the bent knees and extension longer. Of course for this, I have to be able to control the steps. With all the focus on the music, I didn't have the time to pay attention to the 3-turns, yei!

Tuesday, more skating to more music, it actually worked way better, including the 3-turns. I had way less skidding and they were almost on the beat. I also skated quite hard, knowing that there is no ice, so I will not skate on Wednesday. I was careful to alternate the TenFox work with some edges and breathing, and just gliding on music. 

Thursday lesson. The coach said big improvement! The 3-turn is not yet quick enough, but otherwise, I was able to show her several patterns in full control. I still got corrections on details, but the foundation is solid. 

Friday it was a busy public skate session, disappointing because I expected a Freestyle session. My bad in not paying attention, though there was not a Freestyle session offered that day. So Friday skating was fragmented, nothing to write home about...

2nd week of June: thoughts on rest and balancing my skating

I knew I’ll have a meeting on Monday so I decided to skate on Sunday. I never skate in the weekend because usually there is no ice, if there is, it is very crowded. Plus I formed the rhythm of skating during the week and resting in the weekend.

The minute I decided to skate on Sunday, I felt unhappy.  As I tried to acknowledge my thoughts and feelings,  I have found many... What set my negativity off, is that while looking for ice for Sunday, I had to face the fact that the ice schedule is gonna change for the summer, I'm gonna have fewer options for ice time and the ice is gonna be crowded. Then, I've realized that I am actually tired. I am physically tired from skating ( 5 times last week) but I'm also more tired because  most of my free time goes into skating, I have less time to rest. I was then thinking again about goals, and, if I want to improve, I do need lessons and practice, so I do need to put in all these time, planning and work. I think, this will get better as I will find more clarity in how to balance the skating.

As for this particular Sunday, I found it difficult to decide what to work on, and it felt like I just didn't want to work on Sunday. So I decided to have a skating day for my own pleasure. That lifted the pressure and the unhappy feeling. At the rink, I started slowly and concentrate on feeling my breath, my posture and my extensions. I took the time to finish the exercises with a pose.  I ended up actual working at lots of things!

So, note to myself, do occasionally slow down and smell the roses! I guess, this is, in fact, part of a balanced approached to skating...

Monday, no skating because of a business meeting. But... I have to acknowledge that I was very tired the whole day, unusually so, and it made me wonder if I may be skating too much?

Tuesday I was very busy and I still felt tired. Then I’ve realized there is a full moon coming, I never rest well when there is a full moon. In this circumstance, I’ve decided to not go skating, be gentle towards my body and schedule.

Wednesday. Tuesday night there was this huge beautiful strawberry moon, so of course I woke up at 5 and couldn't fall back asleep. I was even more tired than the previous days. In the past I would have definitely not gone skating. But I have planned a lesson on Thursday, so I felt I had to go. This is one of the benefits of having planned lessons, they make you commit. I didn't stay that long but I was pretty happy on how the Tenfox worked. I was careful ti alternate the work on the Tenfox with slower exercise.

Thursday, I had a dance lesson with my new coach. I woke up rested but I worked so hard to catch up on work, I felt distracted before leaving for skating. Then, I had traffic, it took me 40 minutes instead of 20-30. Then, this session was a Freeskate one, a bit busier that I'm used to. Anyway, these are my excuses for not doing well. The 3s in Tenfox were skidding all the time, every single time! I left very, very disappointed.

Friday. I went skating, it was very crowded, I mostly worked on the Tenfox 3s that didn't go much better than Thursday.

This week was rough, I was excessively tired following the very busy previous week. I kept the skating schedule and the lesson, and that is a win in itself. I got disappointed in the Tenfox 3 turns but I have to remember that progress is not linear, I was tired, or I was too much into my head... Otherwise skating felt in fact good! I think this is the perfect reminder that I have to skate for my own enjoyment and continue in organizing the skating weeks and months so they feel balanced between work for progress and enjoyment.

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

I was skating hard and the Covid interrupted, well, everything. After Covid I had a hard time picking up skating again because of boots problems, I actually almost gave up.... Then,  I skated on and off. Whenever I picked up the skating again I had to go through a painful phase of building muscles. I also couldn't reach my coach because of heavy traffic during construction on expressway. I had no structure in my skating week or sessions, I've got demotivated, and got busy with other things.

But I figured out basically all of these! 

-The boots. I needed tighter, lower volume, boots and none of the four acclaimed boot fitters could not figure out a model to do that, including a custom boot, I bough in desperation on ebay, a half size too small and stretched the tip of one of the boots that felt too small. I have to keep stretching it weekly and it is not as tight as mi old boots, but it works! I still skate with temporary screws, I hope I can have the mounting finished this coming week.

-The building of the muscles. I am hyper mobile and so, my muscles get tired easier than regular people. I figured out after studying all kind of articles that I should not skate too hard when I'm building muscles. If I overwork the muscles, they get too damaged, I am in too much pain, and they need a long time to recover, like a full week, and they don't get the chance to build, and the following week I'm back to square one. Instead, I have to skate just to the point of feeling tired, then I can skate after 2 days, or even the next day and in couple of weeks I have some improvement!

- Coach. The expressway in my area is under construction and the traffic made it unrealistic for me to go to the rinks where my coach teaches, what it used to be a 35-40 minutes drive is now an hour and a half. I just found a coach at 20 minutes away, and my old coach was her coach back in the day, so there is some continuity there. I will still see my old coach whenever I can find the time, but now I can count on continuous instruction.

- Structure, motivation and goals. Having a coach gives some structure to my skating week and makes me skate harder as I have somebody to show my progress.

- Ice time. While floating around in between rinks, I ended up going more to a new rink that is very close to my house, just 10 minutes. It is the training rink (with two surfaces) of the big city hockey team. I tried it when it first opened, but they had unreliable schedule. Now, they figured it out better, and they have freestyle ice and public skate almost every day. 

My plan for the next months is, of course, to test the TenFox. 

BUT... my main goal is now: skating longevity, I want to build a balanced practice, a more uniform effort. When I used to skate hard in the past, before covid, I used to yo-yo in between feeling motivated to progress and test, and frustrated by any adverse condition, and even bored to stick to working on the same skills. So the bigger plan is to pay attention on the effort towards progress versus the enjoyment I get from skating day by day. 

 

4th week of May

 Monday was Memorial Day and the skating session was crowded, I expected it but I went anyway. I didn't stay long and I didn't do much, but I figured it would help both the balance and the muscle conditioning to not have a break from Friday till Tuesday.

Tuesday I worked hard at TenFox, maybe too hard. I definitely  feel motivated when I know I have a lesson. I worked on what the coaches suggested on the last lesson, the dropped 3s and Mohawk and skating everything quicker with mixed results. At the end of the session I felt very tired, but... I did a lot and I stayed longer, so putting it in perspective, there is an improvement in the muscle conditioning. Driving home I felt a bit unhappy that I haven't worked on other things. I think I'll have to be careful to balance my skating, keep the motivation up by having goals like testing the TenFox but allow time to also work the other skills, and new things for enjoyment. I think I'm mostly afraid that I may burn out.

Wednesday it was a rainy and drab day. In the past I wouldn't have gone out of the house, but knowing I have a lesson on Thursday, I did go. After a short warm up, I started immediately with the TenFox. After 2 patterns I decided to work on some skating skills. After one exercise I went back to the TenFox, and so forth. I think this may work! 

Thursday I had my second dance lesson with the new coach. There was definite improvement on the TenFox, I'm gonna add the corrections to the previous post. And we squeezed in few other exercises because I needed to rest a bit in between the TenFox patterns.

Friday I was tired but I was excited to try some corrections I've got in the lesson, so, this week I skated 5 times! 

3rd week of May - New Dance Coach

I expect to be tired and hurting when I start skating after a break, but last week I was more tired than I expected. Through past experience I’ve realized is better to skate shorter sessions so I don't get the muscles so tired that they would need a week to recover. I skated short sessions, and still... tired.

And this Monday I was still tired, both as overall feeling and the muscles felt sluggish.

Wednesday I’ve met a Friend and skated together, I did bursts of skating harder and then breaks for social skating. I felt OK, but not strong. 

Thursday I’ve took a dance lesson! I found a new dance coach! My old coach is an hour and a half away, the new one, 20 minutes. I will work wit the new coach towards testing the TenFox. During the lesson I skated quite hard (speed and knee bend) to show her the dance. I was careful to pace myself, take some breaks. My tiredness level was OK, better than my very diminished expectation from the previous week experience. The lesson was also OK, I tried to not put much expectations being that I like my old coach so much, plus the new coach is a lady so it will be probably more difficult to partner. But she used to skate with my old coach so there is some similarity in their style so some continuity.

Friday I was out of the house for a meeting that finished when the ice was available, so I went and skated again. I was very tired but excited to try some corrections I’ve got. I feel I can correct most things, the hardest to correct is the quickness needed. I feel pretty balanced, I think, at this point, what holds me back is the muscles strength. That will come. 

I feel excited to push the dance. It is nice to feel excited after so long of feeling hopeless and frustrated. But, for next week I will have to be careful to be patient and not work too hard, to let my muscles recover.

 

 

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

 After not skating at all in April, I skated now once per week for the last 2 weeks. Interestingly the balance and skills felt pretty good (or could have been a comparison with my low expectations). The building back the muscles will be a problem... again. I think it would be way easier if I would skate at least 2 times per week, and/or I would do some off ice leg workout when I take a break from skating.

The next weeks I'm gonna (hopefully) skate 3 times per week. Besides the physical pain from building the muscles working at the old things feels "grinding" to me, there is a disappointment that the things don't improve, and after a break from skating they actually regress and there is lack of excitement.

Breaks are gonna inevitably happen again, so I'm trying to build some wisdom in dealing with the breaks. I think the problem is more mental than physical and it is a loss of motivation, a disconnect from skating. And talking about breaks happening again... the summer ice is starting in 2 weeks so very little ice is gonna be  available (and because the kids are on vacation and have camps).

 I hope I won't "fall" into a break again, but it doesn't look that during the summer I can build  a full skating practice for progress. Progress motivates me.Testing motivates me, because even if I have to grind on those skills, I have a goal. And learning new things motivates me because that is exciting in the moment. 

Testing the Tenfox is not in the stars until I find a way to take weekly lessons, the skills I believe are there, but because I test while partnering with my coach and I need consistent time partnering to get comfortable. 

The next Skating Skills (former Moves in the Field) that I could test are the Standard Bronze (former Juvenile) or the Adult Gold and most of the skills in these tests are the same. I haven't have instruction on them in forever, I guess I can have a lesson in that, but with unpredictable skating time I'm not sure I can see progress and testing may be not close by.

 For learning new things I definitely need another coach, my old coach is into "grinding" the fundamentals (ice dance and everything else), and he is great at it. But he is also more than an hour driving distance away from me. So it would be great to find a coach at the rink that is close to me. A new coach would be a whole new adventure, could be good or not...

These are some thought on some possible scenarios. 

I don't feel I can plan much, I think I should have a lesson towards moves with my old coach and try and find a new coach at the close by rink.

 

 

 

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

 Well, I have not skated at all this month :( 

And I'm terrified of the painful "come back" I'll have to go through.

Monthly skating review: progress and goals adjustment

 Last month was grinding, it felt like a commitment more than enjoyment. 

I planned for a lesson at the end of the month but my coach couldn't make the time we agreed on, with good excuse. This unrevealed my meticulously plan for motivating myself into skating consistently. The problem is that work is very busy, some day I cannot skate, but what is even worse, is when I have to travel for work half weeks. I have to travel the second week of March, then again the last 2 week in April and 1st week of May. I need lots of effort to get back into a skating schedule after these long interruptions. I am happy that it seems that I found the recipe for building the muscle strength back by taking it easy and not overexerting myself. And I was hoping I found the recipe to keep my interest and excitement up through these monthly lessons.

So, for now, I'm giving up on any planing for consistency and keeping the muscles in shape, it is just too much effort for the time I have. I will have to have another "come back" in May.